Today is the day.

This day came fast, but it also has been a long time coming.  My nerves haven't made me want to puke...yet.  I still have to bring Taylor to school, run to my doctor's office and pack for my hospital stay.  I wanted to leave myself with enough to do today so I wasn't sitting, staring at the clock.

I met with one of my surgeons yesterday to go over a few things and make sure my splint fit.  For those who don't know what a splint is (I didn't know either until yesterday), it is similar to a retainer, but sits on top of your teeth when you bite together.  (I think).  We went over the risk and benefits of the surgery, I won't have any feeling in my top gums or the roof of my mouth for about a year.  The feeling in my face, like around my nose and my cheeks will take 2-3 months to come back, same with lower lip and chin.  I do have a 20% chance of permanent numbness in my face somewhere.  That is definitely a risk I am willing to take. 

He also said that it is going to be very odd at first looking into the mirror.  The changes in my looks will be drastic enough that it will take some time to get used to it.  I am excited, I am scared, I am happy and sad.  Such a broad range of emotions.  Thank goodness my jaw will be wired shut for a week, or I might drive my husband nuts.  :)

I look forward to posting pictures post op and sharing my experience with everyone.  I thank all of you for the support and love you have given me and I will post again once I get home on Friday.  :)